Being who you are

This morning I felt like it was actually okay to be ME.

Sometimes afraid to be hudged as scattered, but what if, for once, I would accept this aspect of myself so that others can see me fully without being able to enter a fault and activate a scar because now, there's none left to attend. It does not mean I built a fence to protect me from the outside, but I own my shadows so strong that judgements and hurts fall appart even before touching my heart. No possibility to destroy this unity of myself. No possibility to let anyone shake the stability of my identity.

Like if the tapestry of my skin, my bones, my tissues and Self were so strong and adaptative that whatever happens outside does not bother me inside. It does not bother me inside.

Yes I can be moved and touched by another Human being who also shows their authentic heart. But no, I affirm it, I am not hiding behind any ideal anymore, I am me, frankly.